Was i being remember?

It is still the waiting thing.

Totally no news, no sms and no phone call. I nv know its so diff to call or ans call. Neither i know its diff to sms.

When with them, i was left alone i was not remember. Even if i am... it just show im really not as importent. Totally cannot compare.''

Thats why i opt not to go (rest you are just relieve that i don wan to go), thats why i don receive sms every sunday.

where am i?

HA HA

It seems like its going somewhere but still... here it is. :(

True or not?

Am i overly sensitive? Most of my friends always said i am.

If you can just give me an answer... why will i be then?

What do u mean by like? What kind of like or what type of like then?

Friend kind of liking or buddy buddy sister sister kind of liking or relationship kind of liking?

The way i am treated, i don't think is friend kind of liking, neither is the 2nd type becos we do more than what i will do to my sister or buddy. But telling me abt u going out movie with other girls, going ktv with them alone offen, mass investment just make me doubt my feeling. Its like pushing me away. It makes me feel that im just over sensitive, we are just friend.

Im really keen to know the real feeling and choose my direction to move on. I not looking for a nice ans but at least i truthful one.

hahaha foolishly me

Im really foolish....

Im Back

Hahahaha.... think has been more than a year since i last updated my posting. Basically, thats because i was a abit lazy to make the post. However, i have been going in my blog to see but just nv make up my mind to do some changes. and also i got nothing to post. However, few months ago im having my internship and theres alot of fun things to write about but i just don have the time. Few days ago i also went to malaysia. i swear man, on my way there i was so nervous as u know many -ve news i have been reading and hearing from someone. on the way there i keep talking about all kinds of possibility that made my friend, "elaine" nervous as well. hahaha... anyway the fun thing there was LFT puppy. So cute (small and furffy), but like to bite. some of the time i just give up and let him chew. I don have the photo now, load it up when i get it. hahaha...

Hope after sometime my post will be a more mature one. Hopefully interesting as well.

actual birthday

today, is my birthday. i met pei they all for dinner. i donno where they are bringing me too. anyway, i still have to meet up with my campus friend so archi seminar. woo..... when i met pei they all and actually they are bringing me to mr bean cafe. hmm... i saw a superstar contester who enter the top 24 but is the onei hated most. (ice cream) the food there was great, and pei and me did allor of stupid thing with alex mobile ah hahaha... i don think we are really welcome by the staffs there. the staffs there has no problem their service was very good, but we are the one, we are so nosiy and amking allot of stupid thing. hahaha... happy birthday 21st to me. im adult le. by the way i order the most tasty drink and pei and i have the chief recommendation. she had tam prawn mee and i had ta prawn mee. hahaha

actual party

i had my birthday celebrated in advance by 2 days. hmm... first of teh day slack in the room. then at ard 4.30 went to the bicycle kiosk, rent bicycle and cycle lor. before we return our bicycles, jane they all reached and my mum reached. hahaha they were left outside waiting for us. when i reached there, people started to come. something crop up, i cant reach the bakery shop uncle, hmm.... i tot im not going to get my cake. lucky when we plan to get a cake from shop near by that uncle called. i was damn angry at that time. anyway i was relieve that i can have my cake. then, we have the cake and cake cutting lor. i know someone was going to sabo me but i didn know that happened so fast. all my sister ahbish their cream on my face. worst my mum help them by givng them allot of cream. alex is the one who start first then pei and elaine. anyway, i revenged. its you jing birthday also. later he came to my chalet and we open our present together.